In The Darkness

Recently our son called he was in big trouble. This is the first time in his life he has asked for help. My son has mental illness, and indeed he is in big trouble. During one of his manic situations he spent all of his rent money and soon he will be homeless. During our conversation he told me he wished he could die.

I have attempted suicide, and know these kinds of statements can be warning, of suicide attempts. I am concerned, but not panicked. I think it is because God has taught me to wait, pray and seek knowledge of what to do.

I don't know how to help our son. I don't understand sometimes why his life is so full of difficulties; but yet I still believe God is in control. This picture of the fern reminds me of beauty in the darkness. Sometimes it is just faith that keeps us going. Trusting that God will guide us.

I am praying for my son. I don't know how to help him but an amazing calm is with me. God has the way to help my son, and while I seek him I will trust him to give me guidance with our son. I trust God also that even though my son is struggling, God can turn this around for a positive purpose. So I am calm. Please pray for our son.

And you, can we pray for you? Are you in the dark and need prayer. Please post. Thanks.