God Still is in Control

I have always tried to be totally honest in this blog. I hate simplistic answers in faith. And recently I am struggling. I wonder where God is, and I feel pretty alone in my pursuit of Him. It seems I am doing the work: praying, studying, crying out to be heard. But no answer....

Recently I read in Oswald Chambers book that when we feel the most absent of God is when we are developing the most. Then is when we must stand on faith alone. I am not doing too well: but I stand on my faith. God is in control, and I will press onward.