Feeling Ugly and Mean

Christmas is just around the corner and I am so darn tired. Ever since Thanksgiving I have been running, running, running.... Now as Christmas is nearly here I am feeling ugly and mean. Is this the way Christmas is supposed to be? Of course not. Somehow I have allowed myself to spin out of control.

A little baby came to give peace and joy to the world, but I have made this a whirl wind of confusion. I need to get focused on the importance of life- my relationship with God.