By Fred Wikoff
“The proof of spiritual maturity is not how ‘pure’ you are but awareness of your impurity.”
This quotation from Philip Yancey’s book What’s so Amazing About Grace? sits on a shelf in my study. I keep it there to remind me that no matter how “good” I am, I can never attain the pureness necessary to stand before God. Only the crucified Christ can do that for me.
Yet, in spite of knowing better, there is still a temptation to become overly pleased with myself for at least trying to lead a pure and honorable Christian life. We pray, study, teach and tithe; and our feelings of self-importance grow. We might even start to think we are more deserving and closer to God than others because of our diligent service.
The Pharisees had similar thoughts and we all know what Christ told them about the impurity in their “good” lives. He compared them to whitewashed tombs, and called them blind guides and hypocrites. (See Matthew 23:1-28)
Of course we vow not to be like the Pharisees. Yet all too often we slip into the same trap of thinking that diligent commitment to God’s work, and keeping his commandments has a bearing on our righteousness. When this happens we are lured into thinking we have attained a degree of holiness or spiritual maturity, when just the opposite is true.
It has been said: “no man is so ignorant as he who knows nothing and knows not that he knows nothing. No man is so sick as he who has a fatal disease and is not aware of it. No man is so poor as he who is destitute and yet thinks he is rich.”
It is this very feeling of thinking we are rich in “good works” that condemns us, and reveals the Pharisasim in us. Unless we realize we are spiritually destitute regardless of our so-called “goodness” we are on dangerous ground: “For I came not to call the righteous, but sinners.” Matthew 9:13
God has no place in his kingdom for the self-righteous. If we base our holiness on our own well-intentioned efforts we will always fail. Isaiah says: “. . . all our righteous acts are like filthy rags . . . and our iniquities, like the wind, take us away.” Isaiah 64:6 And Paul reminds us: “None is righteous, no, not one.” Romans 3:10
The need to fully perceive this is vital if we are to grow towards spiritual maturity. Yes, pureness and righteousness may be obtained, but only as an outright gift from God: “. . . God shows his love for us in that while we were yet sinners Christ died for us.” Romans 5:8 He died “. . . in order to present us holy and blameless and irreproachable before him.” Colossians: 1-22
Consequently, personal holiness is always a result of God’s grace, not the cause of it. It will never be our good works, but only Christ’s blood that makes us pure in God’s eyes; and possible for him to dwell within us. (See John 14:23) When this recognition takes place in our minds and hearts we open the door for Christ to do exciting and wonderful things through us.
Oswald Chambers said: “A saint is never consciously a saint . . . a saint is consciously dependent on God.” (Oswald Chambers in his devotional book, My Utmost for His Highest)
As we learn to completely yield ourselves to God, I believe that spiritual maturity is produced in our lives on the unconscious level until we are often not even aware of being used by Him. When this happens we become holy without even realizing it: “For God’s temple is holy and that temple you are.” I Corinthians 3:17
“Therefore be imitators of God, as beloved children. And walk in love, as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us, a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.” Ephesians 5:1-2
Fred Wikoff writes from Eugene, Oregon. EugeneSpud@msn.com